Sunday, April 17, 2011

A Bit of an Apology

Sorry I haven't been really active with the posting lately guys, if anyone has even noticed haha :P

I've been feeling a bit down lately and haven't really felt the inspiration for blogging or photo taking. All my friends have moved away, and my big move is still months away. I feel like I'm falling back into the rut I was in around this time last year which led to me quitting uni (along with contributing money issues.)

I've never felt all that close with my family, but it seems worse lately. They just ignore me the majority of the time and when they are paying me attention, it's only to yell at me for coming home late when I said I wouldn't be coming home or accidentally getting a speck of green hair dye on the bathroom vanity.

Even now as I'm writing this I've burst into tears for absolutely no reason.

Gah sorry, I shouldn't even be talking about this rubbish on here.


  1. STEPH! ive been checking ur blog for updates for the last few days. Hope you feel better soon. I will be home from Good Friday onwards for a few days. we should all do something (maybe get drunk on saturday??) that could be fun, maybe not blog inspiring, but fun! :D

  2. I hope you feel better soon bubs :) chocolate and is your friend.

  3. Gah Richard I'm in Canberra for Easter! My parents are going away and seeing as I'm already somewhat depressed I thought spending a religious themed holiday at home with my grandmother isn't exactly what the doctor ordered. So yeh, I'm going to see peeps in Canberra and hopefully have a good time at a goth night down there.

    @Julietslace: Thanks sweet, I really do appreciate the encouragement. I was a little disgusted with myself after posting this, but decided not to delete it as sounding so pathetic motivates me to pull my life socks up. So after this I had a hot cross bun, put on make up to spruce up the self esteem, attempted to get people together for a movie but failed, but instead enjoyed a really good first half of a movie after Australian women go-getters in the '70s. It inspired me to stop being so self pitying and get off my arse :P

    (And the hotc ross bun had choc chips in it btw ;) hehe)